Friday, September 01, 2006

Schizoid

Art thou not angel,
for being untrue to me so long
Art thou not brother,
for deceiving me so long
Art thou not human man,
for hurting me so long

17 Comments:

Blogger Polka Dotted said...

so noone is an angel.. a brother nor a human....
goodbye cruel world

10:45 PM  
Blogger Elsede3' said...

batabeet:
ofcourse no1 is an angel...and i mean no1

epitaph:
tab wALLAHi ana makontesh hakteb el post da besababek, we kont aslan da7'el a3mello delete we 3'ayart ra2yy...um sorry ya bent bgad :(

3:24 AM  
Blogger Polka Dotted said...

cheer up dear...
well i'm an angel !! lesa they're not all extinct ;)

3:11 PM  
Blogger Veeeva said...

who needs angels anyway?

4:17 PM  
Blogger Elsede3' said...

batabeet:
yeah u r??

still breathing:
i do, sadly...

10:57 PM  
Blogger Elsede3' said...

lool
la2 mesh le draget ta2leeb elmawage3
ah yany...
um tryin ahoh to cheer up, homma elly mesh saybeny fe 7aly

5:29 AM  
Blogger N said...

Howa enta 7asalak eh? You seem traumatized...

10:10 AM  
Blogger Elsede3' said...

N:
away from enny a3adt adawar 3ala "traumatized" rob3 sa3a :D
well, actually it's the accumulation of hundreds of things..now, i dunno y i am that depressed in the first place..fahmany

2:54 PM  
Blogger N said...

LOL. La mo2akhza 3ala traumatized, i tend to do that, i like big words :)

What you're going through is very common, awakher el gam3a, awa2el el shoghl, overwhelmed by choices, el donya kebeera awy, so any personal problem you may have will seems so much worse, coz this is a very unstable time in your life, a time to leave shelter and be an adult.

I'll tell you things to help you deal:
1. everyone goes through this in their early to mid twenties
2. don't focus on your unhappiness,take it day by day and force yourself to do positive things, lighten up, 3ashan heya fe3lan fe3lan, mesh mestahla

3:11 PM  
Blogger Elsede3' said...

ah ya alby,
mahy di elmoseeba
um not fe awa7'er elgam3a aw awa2el elsho3'l...
ana lessa fe talta, we 3ayedha kaman, we fadel rab3a
ah yana..
i live in denial all the time, think this will make me better one day...
hoping ya3ny

3:32 PM  
Blogger N said...

lam enta lessa fil gam3a, faarek leh? el3ab kotsheina wi okhrog wi your biggest worry should be your midterms!
yabny walahy being depressed is a choice, don't waste a day dwelling over things. your life is too precious!
Kefaya nasaye7 kedda, khan2a awy.

4:10 PM  
Blogger Elsede3' said...

okay,
tareeban elsoora wesletlek 3'alat...
um not sitting home all cryin we bta3
la2 eshta
um livin my life 3ady giddan, there's that gloomy background..and that's all
it's not a big deal aslan :D
and by the way, ana mesh bal3ab kotsheena...maba7ebesh..actually mesh ba3raf :$

4:12 PM  
Blogger N said...

ana 3arfa enak mesh bet3ayat :p lose the gloom man.
faytak keteer awy ba2a fi mawdoo3 el kotsheina dah!! ezay zemeel fi handasa wi mesh betel3ab kotsheina, omal lama betzawagh mo7adraat bete3mel eh? :)

4:29 PM  
Blogger Elsede3' said...

wALLAHi garabt mara keda zaman at3alem bas kont fashalt, plus mesh ba7eb a3datha keda...akalan dema3' awy
we ba3deen elseema mawgooda, we feeh elmastaba barra elkoleya, we feeh koshk 3am 7osny..we feeh raseef elgeneena...fa betet2adda

4:34 PM  
Blogger Maat said...

i like this one...ALOT.
and heeeeey....I'm an angel in disguise :))))) actually more like a devil in deguise with an angelic appearance.

Sede3', loool, N is right, u'r missiing alot of fun (el kotshina) hezar w ghesh w darb w habal......anyway 3ala ra2yak tool ma fe el seema w koshk 3am 7osny who needs anything else...

10:40 PM  
Blogger Veeeva said...

tayeb, since every1 is telling u to cheer up wenta msh 3aref t cheer up ezay, i thought of typing u some ideas (i dunno what makes u happy but these ones are worth a shot)...
btw, u type "ah yanna..." kteeer awyyy

1-Write your name in permanent marker on all ur underwear.

2-Catch a fly, then put in a jar and stick in the fridge.

3-Give names to ur body parts.

4-Let a helium balloon float up to your ceiling and throw things at it to pop it.

5-Shave ur head. (di b2a works wonders)

6-Have a staring contest with urself in the mirror.

7-Experiment with makeup. (this one is guaranteed to crack u up!)

mmm... or just do what makes u happy!

9:10 PM  
Blogger Elsede3' said...

still breathing:
well, some of them r really cool..
i like number 1 and number 2 is cool bardo...magatsh fe dema3'y 3ala nafsy abl keda
seebek men 7ewar el fly da 3shan um not a sadist
we 7ewar el helium da mayakolsh la2en law kan ma3aya feloss ageeb helium balloon makontesh hab2a depressed aslan
el7ela2a bab2a shakly men zawy ele7teyagat el7'asa
and yeaaaaaaaah, the staring thing is the best

11:09 PM  

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