Thursday, July 20, 2006

Blinks

Sometimes being an angel is too devilish that u just cant take it.

I am the anger in the cave
I am the evil in the lamb
I am the devil inside the child's heart

The only lasting love is a dead one.

Complications of the inner soul leads to distraction, anger, depression, and psycho behaviour disorder.

24 Comments:

Blogger N said...

Not the first time you mention that you're evil... eh el mawdoo3 dah?

10:05 AM  
Blogger Elsede3' said...

uma serial killer :P

10:28 AM  
Blogger كلمه said...

Complications of the inner soul leads to distraction, anger, depression, and psycho behaviour disorder.

esra7a a7eb a3akam 3la kelmet elsayed elmash2om... 3la 2ara2o elfaslafya el3zeema
ya3ni elwa7ed lma yetkalka3 fel inner soul ...elkalka3a lazem tetla3 3la 5el2eto mel a5er ya3ni
tbwzlo eldonia w tbahdel snenoh
w shokram

11:44 AM  
Blogger Veeeva said...

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12:18 PM  
Blogger Veeeva said...

i don't buy this!!

u don't look evil at all.. 27'rak masln tshd el korsi abl ma kelma y3od & burst in laughter..but that's just being naughty

12:20 PM  
Blogger N said...

Lol. El sense of humour 3aly awy henna.

1:00 PM  
Blogger Veeeva said...

check this

8:04 PM  
Blogger Polka Dotted said...

enta evil?!!! OMG
u're so angelic Dear...
but know what? maybe that's the prob
many ppl see u angelic while u think u r not.. so that makes u feel u're evil..
but being a no angel.. doesnt mean u're evil

8:30 PM  
Blogger hurricane_x said...

sometimes thoughts r more evil than the doings..
but the question is ..
Are u really evil, or in other words:Do u dare to fulfill one of these evil thoughts ?
think deeply b4 u answer.

9:28 PM  
Blogger Unknown said...

ElSede3',

i dont agree with them, u are evil msh awy sa7ee7 bas feek 7eta keda.
Appearance Vs reality, u look angelic bas gowa ...!

"Complications of the inner soul leads to distraction, anger, depression, and psycho behaviour disorder."

i like ur way with words, these r urs right?!!
these are the characteristics of the happy person tab3an, look at me am Happpyyyyyy :( awy gedan khales!

12:58 AM  
Blogger Elsede3' said...

N:
yeah...this thought haunts me

kelma:
belnesba lel TA3KEEM elly enta ME3AKAMOH fa howa sa7ee7 meyya fel meyya

still breathing:
yeah da fe3lan a7'ry, malkeesh feeh :P

epitaph:
its just a phase, hoping ya3ny :)

batabeet:
u're saying my words...wat u say is soo true

hurricane_x:
the problem -my friend- that they're many...and yeah, some of'em are already done

nephthys:
yeah, these r my words
tab3an um honoured that some1 like u thinks um evil :P:P

2:20 AM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

loved the whole post.. my fav was "The only lasting love is a dead one" it makes sense in a way too long to explain..

loved the last part too.. could totally relate..

finally, i agree with hurricane.. it's about what u dare do.. and believe it or not everything is relative.. even being evil.. or wanting to be..

2:30 AM  
Blogger Elsede3' said...

"The only lasting love is a dead one"
i love it too, ma3a en elnas beta3tared 3aleeha...dunno y
"it's about what u dare do"
mayb its bout wat i dare do, bas its kinda twisted...
"everything is relative"
sure its relative...some people actually think that setting a cat on fire is evil :P
and bout the "or wanting to be" part...no, i dnt want to b evil

3:00 AM  
Blogger N said...

Ok, tried to fight being phylosophical, ma2dertesh, so here it comes....
1.Sometimes skeptical people when observing extreme good/kind/sincere people, assume there must be an ulterior motive and its an act (sohonn ya3ny), this is very common, and the more you defend yourself, the more wolf in a lamb's costume you are accused of. I don't know how this is relevant, but in my head it is.

2.(and more importantly) heard of active thoughts? As in if you think something it materializes...by thinking you are evil, you allow yourself evil behaviour, and the evil is created within you as it has been green lighted. Be careful with that. Think you're lovely instead :)

"The only lasting love is a dead one".... we could talk about that for hours, but i don't think i agree.

11:17 AM  
Blogger Elsede3' said...

well, um kinda skeptical myself...bas that's not the point
never heard of active thoughts b4...that's freaky
bas the point is wen people say u're kind and in ur mind u're saying "dnt be stupid i've just done so and so"
that's the main point ya3ny
bout the only lasting love, fa heyya leeha kaza prespective...fa yeah we can talk for hours :)

2:32 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

who said i was talking about u.. i was talking about me :p

about the everlasting love, eb2o include me in that conversation..

3:42 PM  
Blogger Elsede3' said...

okay Mrs. um-so-evil, 7a22ek 3alaya :P
and sure i will...law et3amalet ya3ny

3:48 PM  
Blogger N said...

elsede3': aaaah, fehemt, isn't that just another word for being hard on yourself? The constant beating up of you for your "mistakes". I could also talk about this for hours :) ana momela awy fil mawadee3 di.

Insomniac and elsede3': i an my humble idealistic often silly and naive point of view don't believe that any love dies or ends... it changes form, losses passion, gains anger, suffers from bitterness, squirms through death... but ultimately anyone who has been loved by you will always be loved by you in some context. I think thats how it is, and if its not, i think that is how it was meant to be.

3:53 PM  
Blogger Maat said...

yeah...a devil in disguise....can totally relate ;) so i may not be evil.....not exactly...but it sure is boring and even annoying to be thought of as an angel all the time!! elly howa come on. so i guess i just wanna say i know what u mean.

i believe in what N said concerning the love thing, maybe not in all cases....but yeah..it changes forms, doesnt mean it ends. anyway i dont wanna be dragged into any argument of that sort....it's too tempting....and if i start with this (or any other argument for that matter) i may never stop!!

"Complications of the inner soul leads to distraction, anger, depression, and psycho behaviour disorder."

hehe...well...if so then all ppl are distracted, angry, depressed, and end up acting like psychos. the real psychos though are the ones who repress all that and dont act it, beware of those :D usualy they look like angels...which brings us back to the devil-in-disguise theory, not that psychos are devils in anyway....

i gotta stop posting long comments!!

loved ur post ;)

6:27 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

that's the thing.. it changes form, it is no longer the good old "love".. i think what makes famous love stories so legendary -say romeo and julliete- is that those who were in love died b4 their love changed.. i no longer believe in happily ever afters

6:41 PM  
Blogger Aladdin said...

I'm increasingly interested now in French philosophy, especially that of Paul Ricoeur. This man wrote a book titled "Symbolism of Evil", in which he dismantled the notion of 'evil', and how it is symbolically perceived in our human life, even through myth and metaphors. For example, how you tend to represent the 'devil' as 'evil', how you tend to picture him (or her?) as ugly, black, fearful, or even seductive!!

Sorry for the specialized info but I felt obliged to let you know about it if you're interested to know more about 'evil'!!

11:17 PM  
Blogger Veeeva said...

3mlt e fl natiga?

9:38 PM  
Blogger Elsede3' said...

finally um back
sorry guyz for being too late
good to see ya all again
thnx for novacaine, aladin, and shooting star
i'll surely reply later
but first i hafta read those 60 new mails in my inbox
so catch ya all later

7:06 PM  
Blogger Elsede3' said...

novacaine:
yes, evil is satisfyind...sad but true...so it all depends on u and ur thoughts and ur principles
aladin:
yes i am ma man...thnx for pawssing by and thnx for the info
i really wanna get into all that philosophy crap
still breathing:
se2et
shooting star "and i think i know who u r":
a peaceful psycho is shit
i've always dreamt of being a serial killer
akeed ma7adesh haya3raf
i lack the physical strength bas

6:57 PM  

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