In Denial

for all the sleepless nights that i didnt have
for all the moments we didnt share
for the crap i've always said
and the crap u didnt say
for all the love songs that i didnt sing
and all the sad songs that i didnt hear
for the perfectness that u didnt think is perfect
for all the gratefulness that i didnt feel
for anything we tried to avoid
or anything we tried to hold dear
for all the roses that i didnt buy
and the sweetness that didnt fill the air
for the bitterness that didnt kill me
and the hatred that didnt fill me

for you, that i didnt yet meet
i shall thank you...