Digging deep "i dont need no sympathy of urs"
have u ever noticed that EVIL is LIVE in backwards??
a simple truth tht i've discovered this morning, and it really freaked me out...
so is it true that u should b evil to survive?
cuz if its true then thank GOD cuz there's plenty on the inside..
but um i really that evil?
um i evil in the first place? or um i still this little innocent kid?
or is it the wicked him inside of me raging against the innocent one?
mayb it aint this nor that..and its only me pretending...
mayb this psycho boy is a mask that i wear everynight just to b unique..to be different
DAMMIT...all of this brainstorming is in vain?all the papers filled with bullshit r just fake?
am i going crazy?
is it that bad to b insane?
isnt insanity a salvation from all of this?
a really bitter sweet salvation...a sarcastic one?
like fate is telling u 'u needed a salvation? then here goes urs'...
still cant figure out who's the real me...
22 years and still dunnno myself...
since i was 17 and i've been ruining every sweet memory and every innocent moment by this nonsense...
could it b fake in the end?
21/1/2006
a simple truth tht i've discovered this morning, and it really freaked me out...
so is it true that u should b evil to survive?
cuz if its true then thank GOD cuz there's plenty on the inside..
but um i really that evil?
um i evil in the first place? or um i still this little innocent kid?
or is it the wicked him inside of me raging against the innocent one?
mayb it aint this nor that..and its only me pretending...
mayb this psycho boy is a mask that i wear everynight just to b unique..to be different
DAMMIT...all of this brainstorming is in vain?all the papers filled with bullshit r just fake?
am i going crazy?
is it that bad to b insane?
isnt insanity a salvation from all of this?
a really bitter sweet salvation...a sarcastic one?
like fate is telling u 'u needed a salvation? then here goes urs'...
still cant figure out who's the real me...
22 years and still dunnno myself...
since i was 17 and i've been ruining every sweet memory and every innocent moment by this nonsense...
could it b fake in the end?
21/1/2006
posted by Elsede3' at 3:32 PM
8 Comments:
I dont think u have to be evil to survive, u can't be totally innocent either. you just have to be a little smart to live through it all and get things ur way every once in a while. yeah and a little insanity won't do much harm!
smile, life sucks :D
when ur evil u will know it, u will stop wondering whether u r or not because it won't matter to u anymore.. get it! just like being insane.. take a deep breath and enjoy the few moments that make life worth living.. kefaya falsafa :)
well...
actually um getting over it
da noo3 men ta2neeb eldameer only ya3ny
thanx for the advice guys...
and for those who couldnt write a word here...i say 7awlo,yemken ta3rafo one day
and btw...yaretha falsafa 3edla, di safsata
hmm...if you were evil..You would be laughing a satanic one and would wear a pure mask of purity..not wondering like you're doing now...
glad to know you're overcoming this state..But just remember no on is wholly good...nor wholly bad,,,yet as a normal being..we try that the good part of us float on the surface..and it goes back to your power , how to control your evil phase...!
hehe
so thnk u guys loadsa...
now um feeling super evil ya3ny enny da7'altoko fe kol da ya 7aram :D
epitaph: i've always wanted to hav this satanic laugh...mesh ba3raf 7'ales :(
novacaine:mesh 3aref the last sentence di question walla la2...bas if its a question then hell yeah it would b better
shoft, kolena bene3raf netfalsef, asdy nesafsat.. mesh hane7remak men 7aga
yasalam 3aleeko wALLAHi
fe3lan ma7aramtoneesh men 7aga :P
bgad ana a7san keteeeeeeer '3amel 3abeet elsara7a'
we bas keda
I dunno what to say
That's is just one good thought
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