???

with my heart beats getting faster and my left hand shaking, i asked him
"Do you think we'll go to heaven when we die?"

chitchatting*

sting's voice smoothly steps in:

One day you'll meet a stranger
And all the noise is silenced in the room
You'll feel that you're close to some mystery
In the moonlight and everything shatters
You feel as if you've known her all your life
The world's oldest lesson in history

-hey...dont let 'it' depress you
let 'it' take you up there... in that other perfect world where we dnt live
-yeah u're right
dnt fight 'it', let it flow then conquer
eventually 'it' will get bored and leave
-that's a good way of dealing with 'it'
seriously...
let 'it' have its moment (ssss) then leave in peace
-yeap
and enjoy those moments
a nice song will do
a cigarette maybe
-but u're not doing that, u'r rushing 'it' to leave
-me?
who said so?
-u'r not lingering there cuz u want to..... u'r pissed that 'it' is still there
-now um not
um totally falling in, yet, not drowning
-that's what i do best,
float
i dont swim, i dont drown, i just float.
is that considered passive...cause i dont swim.. i just go with the flow ?
or not so passive cause at least i dont give in to drowning ?
-it's too passive to get u out of anything, still not that passive cuz u're 'avoiding' drowning

maat and sede3', u can guess who is who

Tags, tags, tags

howa ana lazem akteb bel3araby???

ايه اللي حيحصل لايميلك لما تموت

makontesh fakart, bas edeet el pass keda le7ad mmken yeb2a yeb3at lelnas ye2olohom enny mot. law eftakar el pass ya3ny

!اديت الباس وورد لحد قبل كده؟

yeappy, ana ma3andeesh 7aga a7'abeeha 3ala elsha3b

اسمك؟

mesel7y

اسم الدلع المشهور في وسط اصحابك؟

keteer, we ma7adesh menhom yesharraf, 7'ales

عمرك؟

23, almost

برجك؟

taurus

مجالك او مجال دراستك?

civil engineering, lel2asaf

شخصيتك نوعها ايه؟

tany??

mashy, sede3', tenek, airhead...wtf?? read the "10 reasons to hate me" post

!السفر بالنسبة لك؟

bedayet sana gedeeda

المود بتاعك؟

7aleyan?? me2aryef a7'er 7aga

3omoman, zay elmerabba..bas men 12 beleel wenta tale3, abel fe ka2aba

وقت فراغك بتعمل فيه اية؟

mesh la2eeh aslan. aw ana ba2eet 3aysh fe wa2t fara3' kebeeeeeeeeer

الاكلة المفضلة؟

mafeesh 7'ales. pretty moody

bas ba7eb elakl elly shaklo 7elw

الصفات اللي خدتها من ماما؟

7ases enny fe barnameg atfal...

well, keteeeeeer.

الصفات اللي خدتها من بابا؟

keteer bardo, giddan.

اكتر 6 حاجات بتكرهها؟

el3'aba2

elfodool

elly beytalla3 soot we howa beyakol

elfaty

whining

kefaya dool

اكتر 6 حاجات بتحبها؟

god, i've been thinking bout anything

we mesh la2y 7aga.

i like many many many things, but i dnt "love" something specific

الشغل بالنسبة لك؟

eshta ya3ny, 3ady

ايه الكومبيوتر والانترنت بالنسبة لك؟

nos elyoom ta2reeban

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the other tag:

the five things u dunno bout me

well, u dunno nothing bout me

but for those who d,o i'll try to figure out 5 things

heyya aslaha betotlob besara7a sa3at

1. 3asaby giddan, bas ba3raf arakeb face hodoo2
2. i love my ma "too" much
3. very indifferent
4. mesh ba3raf 2a2ool gomal este7san, aw shokr, aw ay 7aga men betoo3 elmonasabat "afra7, 3aza, a3yad".. ie. mesh ba3raf 2a2ool le 7ad en elly enta 3amlo da kewayes, we lamma yet2ally 3ala 7aga enaha 7elwa mesh ba3raf arod
5. kan nefsy ab2a felso7bageyya men awel masme3t ela3'any
6. wa7da tanya 3ashan wala2, ana mesh bakteb kol elposts wana mokta2eb we mesh bakteb 3an how life sux, that's only how i write :D