re-revistied من جديد

أراكى
و فى جسدى تسرى الرجفة
انظر اليكى فى نفس الوقفة
و أتوه بين الوديان

تتزاحم الكلمات فى عقلى
تتصارع للخروج
تحتجز وراء شفتان منطبقتان
ليكون مصيرها النسيان

ترحلين
و تخرج الكلمات غير مسموعة
"تذهبين"
و تنطلق الكلمات الممنوعة
ليكون مصيرها النسيان

killing machine

And u're only awakened by the sight of blood flowing through your hands...

It's not that i hate him, its that i despise him, although i've first
known him as a friend.
"careful with that axe B, u hear them say"
I've always did my best to make him happy...actually not him.
"and his head is -chopped off- lying on the ground"
I always gave him that fake smile, and the innocent look.
"as my paces grew faster and quicker"
He never deserved what he had in the first place.
"raising it high above my head"
He never respected what he has got.
"yelling till my throat bleeds"
He took his first chance to backstab me.
"swinging my hand as hard as i can"
Yes i am to blame, but i hate his guts H.
"all this hatred within my chest"

And I am only awakened by blood washing my hate away...

killing machine -prelude-

so at last u're gonna kill the one u most hated!!!
how will u kill him, wat will u use???
will u make it quick or slow???

Living on The Other Side of A Mirror

how good it can be????
being just a watcher,
an emotionless reflecting plan???

"sehceeps ytterp ekam uoy elihw"

lifeless, harmless, cold
standing there, waiting for nothing

"sderhs ot tuc gnieb ma i"

what did i expect if um already not seen?
when you look at me, you see you

"pag lanoitome na saw ti, sey"

helpless, is my only choice
sightless, is what i can never be

"wonk ot uoy tnaw tsuj i, ecivda rof gniksa ton ma i"

what can i do if i have no other option but seeing you?
what good can i be if um motionless?

"em gnillif si ti, esipsed eht"

a perfect image while standing
a distorted one when i rage

"kaerb i enola"

a shiny surface on the outside
a dark dirty dull core

"sehceeps ytterp ekam uoy elihw"

if i break into pieces, um uselss
if i break into pieces, i'll grab one and slit my wrist

"sderhs ot tuc gnieb ma i"

if only scars weren't too hard to hide

*The lunatic is on the grass

**"i used to love her
dee dum da la la
but i had to kill her
da da da daaaaaa"

holding my shotgun,
laughing my ass out
with this little pond of blood flowing between my feet...


*Pink Floyd "brain damage"
**Guns n'Roses "i used to love her"

In Denial

for all the sleepless nights that i didnt have
for all the moments we didnt share
for the crap i've always said
and the crap u didnt say
for all the love songs that i didnt sing
and all the sad songs that i didnt hear
for the perfectness that u didnt think is perfect
for all the gratefulness that i didnt feel
for anything we tried to avoid
or anything we tried to hold dear
for all the roses that i didnt buy
and the sweetness that didnt fill the air
for the bitterness that didnt kill me
and the hatred that didnt fill me

for you, that i didnt yet meet
i shall thank you...

Super Powers

i think i've asked this question before, but i'd like to hear the answers again...

*if u had a super power, what would it be???
*what is your favourite hero of all time???