You wanted some crap, here you go
WARNING:
what's coming is irrelevant crap...and it's too long too
DO NOT READ
can't stand all this pain
the human body just collapses, but why aint i??
rush of words, rush of blood, all going through my veins and under my skin
filthy thoughts, bad blood...useless
BLACKENED!!
from all the surroundings
all the nonsense, all the fake smiles and lying eyes
hypocrite looks
PSYCHIC!!
knowing their smiles
digging their corpse
i am the hate inside you, i am the evil
i am dead
sticking to the words?
who am i?
i am what i write?
i am what i am, and what you say is lies
what i say is you
i am what you are
surviving is not the aim, never been, never will
fuck what you say...you eat your crap, your own words, not mine
you can say what you say but i am not to believe
you own your thoughts, but not mine
pitty your own ego, your own lies you believe
i am seeing through you...deep down in you
i am not you, but still i know
i am not seeing, but still i know
not feeling...i am YOU
PSYCHIC!!
i can only see, because understanding is a gift
knowing is a bliss, to know you??
understanding is my curse
knowing you is hating you
the hate in me is up to the sky, the hate in you too
only your ego refuses it
only YOU dont know, dont feel, still you have the ego to say you do
you are giving the nice smile, the innocent look...you are hiding the beast inside
no i am not angry, but let me introduce you
slap me, hate me, kill me
BLACKENED!!
nice to know you
and the air is hard to breathe...
the human body just collapses, but why am i?
salvation??
PSYCHIC!!
my salvation...
BLACKENED!!
nice to know you, but goodbye
what's coming is irrelevant crap...and it's too long too
DO NOT READ
can't stand all this pain
the human body just collapses, but why aint i??
rush of words, rush of blood, all going through my veins and under my skin
filthy thoughts, bad blood...useless
BLACKENED!!
from all the surroundings
all the nonsense, all the fake smiles and lying eyes
hypocrite looks
PSYCHIC!!
knowing their smiles
digging their corpse
i am the hate inside you, i am the evil
i am dead
sticking to the words?
who am i?
i am what i write?
i am what i am, and what you say is lies
what i say is you
i am what you are
surviving is not the aim, never been, never will
fuck what you say...you eat your crap, your own words, not mine
you can say what you say but i am not to believe
you own your thoughts, but not mine
pitty your own ego, your own lies you believe
i am seeing through you...deep down in you
i am not you, but still i know
i am not seeing, but still i know
not feeling...i am YOU
PSYCHIC!!
i can only see, because understanding is a gift
knowing is a bliss, to know you??
understanding is my curse
knowing you is hating you
the hate in me is up to the sky, the hate in you too
only your ego refuses it
only YOU dont know, dont feel, still you have the ego to say you do
you are giving the nice smile, the innocent look...you are hiding the beast inside
no i am not angry, but let me introduce you
slap me, hate me, kill me
BLACKENED!!
nice to know you
and the air is hard to breathe...
the human body just collapses, but why am i?
salvation??
PSYCHIC!!
my salvation...
BLACKENED!!
nice to know you, but goodbye
posted by Elsede3' at 6:39 PM
17 Comments:
ya nhar eswed 3al swad!!!! :S
no words can comment on this..donno..crap..physico :S :S :S
aww this is sweeet. though i had in mind a crappier picture of crap :D :D
Black and bitter... go on my friend, maybe when all the crap comes out and is exposed... maybe then it'll all go away!! maybe not... but that's a different story.
ha ha ha, Engineering does wonders :D
yeah..
irrelevant crap..crap that tortures you..crap that makes u restless.crap that makes u insane..crap that never comes to a complete clear picture..
..crap that kills u !
look what u've done ..!!
Its funny how you tell people not to do something and they just go right ahead and do it. Your "Do Not Read" just pushes everyone to read, like"when someone says "do not look" u automatically just..well..look lol anyway, irrelevant.
I dont know if I liked that piece or not. Maybe because I dont believe in hatred. I mean u shudnt wait till someone takes over ur life so much, tries to impose their own ideas so much to stop, look and reevaluate. I wudnt let someone make me hate them.
am i being irrelevant again? I don know, maybe, but I just felt so much darkness in that piece and I just know its not worth it.
okay, first of all...i forgot to write the date wen i finished that :)
it's 26/10/2005 so that was loong time ago...sorry
second of all that wasnt written 3ala ba3daha, bas kan beyeb2a 3ala fatarat keda fe a7'er saf7a fe my notebook, and mostly kan beyeb2a felkoleya...that's y heya malhash da3wa be ba3d awy
we2am:
told u it was long before. so u see, uma much better person today :D
maat:
enty elly 3amalty keda ya maat...u wanted crap aslan...shofty ba2a eih elly 7asal???
solitude:
yes it does, but who said anything bout engineering???
hurricane:
yes it does, ahhh, that was...mesh 3aref :)
bas hey, u're a part of it all -i mean posting the crap thing- so blame urself buddy :D
epitaph:
elme3alema elkebeera, ana el7amdolELLAh 2alesta we zay elmerabba...shoofy enty bas el msn beta3ek we kol 7aga hateb2a zay elfol
zee puppette:
yeah, that's a twisted way of making u read it...actually if i didnt say that u probably wouldn't :D
u fell too easy, didnt ya??
i do believe in hatred, not as a solution but yeah, it exists
and sometimes people make u hate them without even knowing that u r hating them...fahmany???
no1 let's someone ruin his life o'course, bas sometimes it's just...outta ur hands
understanding is my curse
nfs mshltyyyyy....mn gwa gwaya bb2a fahm...azma f3laaan..lw elwa7d msh fahm kan yb2a ar7m
1st ..2na ma7weltesh 2a2raha esra7a 7aset.ha ka2eeba 2olt fokeny
2nd ....mesh de el7agat elly kont btektebha fe sketch elsoil fel sec. elly makonash bene3mel feh 7aga :D
3rd ...mesh leek b2a .... EPITAPH btesra2 kalamy 3eeny 3enak :D
2na elly betsha2leb ya EPI. wel 3ashara elly betsha2lebo ma3aky dol 2as7aby 2na :D
shokran ya fandem .... 2eyaky 2ashof 7ad bytsha2leb hena tany :D
frozen love:
heyya fe3lan moshkela, 3omraha makane 7aga zareef
kelma:
heya wala 7aga aslan, mesh nakad 7atta...we heyya di elly kont ba3melha fe beta3et el soil ah...bas kan fe quiz el steel we section el7'arasana...ana kont bakteb wara elmo3eed fel soil..3eeb 3aleek 8-|
we belnesba lel kalam elly beyet2aleb -sam3any ya epitaph :P- fa 7okook eltab3 ma7foozaaa
Sedegh! I see that your blog is becoming an 'antisocial' one!!
who said that it is social?? :P
hey, c'mon...cut me some slag...dana lessa kont ba3et 7agat 7elwa men kam post keda
thnx for passing by, we ya rab dayman
Ana 3amalt be nase7tak and didnt read.
who wanted some crap??!!!
can we have a decent post now????
didn feel confused while reading it! :) ettamen ya ebny even if it were long time ago it's a good sign ..
u r a healthy person as long as u get out this crap or let me say these realities! :)
nephthys:
wafarty 3ala nafsek we 3alaya
epitaph:
looooool
still breathing:
homma elly kano 3ayzeen, maleesh feeh
hoby:
el3ab, danty shaklek fel golash 7'ales :P
enty feeeen yabenty?
surviving is not the aim, never been, never will
gamda dih ya 3m sed3'... bs thanks god u're better now... w kol 3am wenta bkher ya khabeeebi
um waaaaaay better el7amdolELLAH, kaman 7aflet mounir beta3et embare7 7atta law makontesh kewayes fa heyya 7'aletny kewayes :D
wenta tayeb 7'abeeby wenta tayeb :D
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